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River.

[ you hung on him rude!! ]

[ omg you do it all the time and ... yeah it's super rude she's - ]

Duìbùqǐ.

[ - and the nanites can't translate it through her hiccoughs, aborted little sobs as she tries to calm herself down and mostly fails. ]

[ it's different when he does it!! ]

You don't have to tell me about it.

[ derek has literally no idea what she said, but she's crying so. ]

[ it is so not different when he does it you rude!! ]

It's not - telling, it's told. He said it and he shouldn't have because it's not here, can't be here. It's not his - theirs. It's not.

The hands?

[ quietly, like derek hasn't decided whether or not he wants to ask. ]

Two by two.

[ she sobs again, just once, and then her voice comes muffled a little as she curls into herself. ]

They're watching. They'll come for you. They always come, oh, God.

[ she wanted to stop running away. the ship was a dream of running with derek and smiley said to sleep well. there is nowhere left to run. ]

Not here.

[ there's no guarantee. not of this. but derek wishes there were. ]

They can't.

They already have. You felt it, didn't you?

[ a beat, and then. ]

Yes.

Yes. Because they wanted you to. Because they're here. They're coming.

[ something is coming. ]

It wants to keep you.

It can't. You know it can't, don't you?

[ she's quiet a beat. ]

Once you start, you don't stop. You'll always be running.

[ derek's quiet for a very long time. ]

Don't do that.

You know it's true. Said it yourself. It doesn't stop here, Derek. It doesn't stop.

River.

[ he sounds angry, but it's not directed at her. ]

We're not running. No one's running.

[ she makes something like a whimper, just a small, pathetic noise; submission for her alpha, in another life. ]

It was a nice dream.

I know. But it's just a dream.

Just a dream.

[ does that make u dreamy derek. ]

Okay. Okay.

Come find us if it talks to you again.

[ the dreamiest!! ]

[ she will! but it doesn't need said.

also, ur 2 dreamy. she fainted. critical hit. ]

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